:|
I couldn't find the IBC Bank place.
And guess what happens because of it.
I get yelled at
For looking for it.
Great parenting.. i'll keep that in mind when I move out.
Thursday, June 14, 2012
Sorry :3
Rawwrrrrrrr
Sorry I haven't posted in a few days..
got stuck at a friends house without internet x_x
Y U NO HAS INTERNET D:
The internet is my life!! D:
Anyway..
Going to a job interview todayyyyy
For IBC Bank :D
I hope they hire me cause it seems like it'd be cool to work there :3
Bye for now! :D
Monday, June 11, 2012
Sunday, June 10, 2012
Do be do be do..
If you're wondering why I blog at 1:00 AM or some other late time usually, it's because of a few reasons:
- I love to blog :3
- I usually don't think of stuff to blog about till I'm loopy
- I'm usually alone at 1:00 AM xD
- I try to post at least once a day, and If I haven't, I make one right before I go to bed! :D
Nighty Night :3
Saturday, June 9, 2012
HaiLedaBear
Aahhhhh Leda Muir.. Why you be so perfect?!
This is Leda :D
I will marry her someday :3 (Probably not.. but I can dream) :3
Shes awesome! :D
Shes adorable, and funny, and smart, and like a bajillion other things,
and I just love her to death <3
Hopefully, at the very least, I'll get to meet her one day
And I'll give her a big hug and act like any other crazed fan because she's going to be
extremely famous :3
Anyway.. I dunno if I'll post anything tomorrow.. today.. Later today since its 3:30 AM?
Yea that.. :D sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
Have a good day everyone! :3
*Epic rave dances out*
Friday, June 8, 2012
Thursday, June 7, 2012
Save me from the horrors of History 1301 D:
Oh noooooo D: Another Four hours of history class.. and the entire
Four hours, we're going to be talking about religion, just like last time, and next time the same as well. What do I know about religion?! Jesus died on the cross.. uhh.. Jewish people were horribly mass murdered by Hitler (along with many, many others).. That's about it, and we're talking about all sorts of other religions that I don't know where the fuck they came from ._. This is going to be a Looooooooooooooooooooong Four hours..
Hrmph :l
The teachers not even here..
It's just me and a few other people..
Lots of people called my friend a bad person for committing suicide. They say that she is selfish, a coward, and all sorts of other horrible things. Before you call names, stop and think, so you don't become one of those heartless assholes.
I stumbled upon a blog by an amazing woman by the name of Livelin Melvik, (Click her name to go to her page) and she put suicidal thoughts into a perspective, that would make anyone have second thoughts at calling someone who commits or attempts suicide selfish or a coward. Here is what she said:
"I have an opinion. Maybe lot's of people agree with me, but i know for certain that some don't, so here goes;
Here in Norway, we have everything we need, it is so utterly good here, and people are so honest and trustworthy (maybe to to point of naive other people might say) that it would make your woolen socks melt off your feet and cry tears of colours in knitting patterns. That's how good it is. So of course there is a downside by living here (otherwise i suspect the universe would collapse) It is very cold and very dark at times, and it affects us in different ways. It's easy to get depressed and feel down and things feel hopeless in the dark. So unfortunately it is so that too many chose to take their own life.
By listening to others i know a very common opinion is to think of those who chose to take their own life as cowards - as taking the easy way out, giving up and also expressing quite a lot of anger at them for leaving their families and friends behind to grieve for them.
Killing yourself is in a way giving up, and we've been told frequently not to give up when it gets hard, but to keep on going and to fight through it, and in that lies true accomplishment and victory over yourself.
But let's say i tell you to pull up a tree with its roots with your bare hands, you alone, no help, a big tree.,enormous, with deep roots. You walk up to it and try to pull it up. I tell you that people have pulled up trees before you - but you look over at those trees, and you only see small trees, nothing compared to yours. But still you try. And you try. Family and friends around you have pulled up their trees, and can't see you're still struggling with yours - and you don't tell them either, maybe you think it's a little embarrassing, or maybe you tell yourself that this is your own problem, and you alone have to get through it. But then at some point, you think "why am i doing this?" You cannot pull up a big tree with it's roots! it is impossible, and there's no reason for it either, why the fuck would i want to pull up a tree?! It makes no difference whether it's there or not, there's no point. And you're right, there is no point in pulling up a tree. So you give up. Not because you're not a fighter, but to you it impossible, so it is hopeless.
I think this is how depressed you get before you make the decision to take your own life - the darkness that surround you is so thick, it is as impossible to get out of it as it is to swallow the moon - it just can't be done, and at some point you don't see any reason to try anymore.
They're not cowards, they have thoughts you don't understand, because luckily you've never had them - so please remind those around you how big a tree you'd pull up for them."
I stumbled upon a blog by an amazing woman by the name of Livelin Melvik, (Click her name to go to her page) and she put suicidal thoughts into a perspective, that would make anyone have second thoughts at calling someone who commits or attempts suicide selfish or a coward. Here is what she said:
"Pulling up trees"
"I have an opinion. Maybe lot's of people agree with me, but i know for certain that some don't, so here goes;
Here in Norway, we have everything we need, it is so utterly good here, and people are so honest and trustworthy (maybe to to point of naive other people might say) that it would make your woolen socks melt off your feet and cry tears of colours in knitting patterns. That's how good it is. So of course there is a downside by living here (otherwise i suspect the universe would collapse) It is very cold and very dark at times, and it affects us in different ways. It's easy to get depressed and feel down and things feel hopeless in the dark. So unfortunately it is so that too many chose to take their own life.
By listening to others i know a very common opinion is to think of those who chose to take their own life as cowards - as taking the easy way out, giving up and also expressing quite a lot of anger at them for leaving their families and friends behind to grieve for them.
Killing yourself is in a way giving up, and we've been told frequently not to give up when it gets hard, but to keep on going and to fight through it, and in that lies true accomplishment and victory over yourself.
But let's say i tell you to pull up a tree with its roots with your bare hands, you alone, no help, a big tree.,enormous, with deep roots. You walk up to it and try to pull it up. I tell you that people have pulled up trees before you - but you look over at those trees, and you only see small trees, nothing compared to yours. But still you try. And you try. Family and friends around you have pulled up their trees, and can't see you're still struggling with yours - and you don't tell them either, maybe you think it's a little embarrassing, or maybe you tell yourself that this is your own problem, and you alone have to get through it. But then at some point, you think "why am i doing this?" You cannot pull up a big tree with it's roots! it is impossible, and there's no reason for it either, why the fuck would i want to pull up a tree?! It makes no difference whether it's there or not, there's no point. And you're right, there is no point in pulling up a tree. So you give up. Not because you're not a fighter, but to you it impossible, so it is hopeless.
I think this is how depressed you get before you make the decision to take your own life - the darkness that surround you is so thick, it is as impossible to get out of it as it is to swallow the moon - it just can't be done, and at some point you don't see any reason to try anymore.
They're not cowards, they have thoughts you don't understand, because luckily you've never had them - so please remind those around you how big a tree you'd pull up for them."
You have my absolute and undying gratitude and respect Livelin, and I couldn't have said it better myself. And I thank you from the bottom of my heart. <3
Wednesday, June 6, 2012
Minecraft with Best Friend :D
Me: Want me to block it off?
Spenny: "What?"
Spenny: "What?"
Me: Do you want me to block this part off?
Spenny: "What part.. the one with the spiders?"
Me: Yea this part right here, with the cave spiders
Me: Yea this part right here, with the cave spiders
Spencer: "Uhh.. yea. Remember 'T' for spiders!"
Me: Haha I know :P
Here's our 'T' for spiders :D
(Satans babies live behind this wall) >:l
(Satans babies live behind this wall) >:l
World of Warcraft?!
So, I've been thinking about getting back into WoW, but i'm not too sure. For one, I don't have any money at the moment.. so that's obviously an issue, seeing as WoW is 15 dollars per month. I also have grown bored of it, as I've been playing it the majority of the time it has been out, which is about 7 years now.. or is it 8? I took a break for a while, and tried playing a game called Tera. It was definitely fun, but I died... way too often and ragequit, so (psh I don't rage.. >.>) I grew bored of that too. But for some reason, no matter what I do, I always end up going back to WoW.. I think it's just because i'm so used to it, and it has the best controls for an MMORPG in my opinion. Anywho.. Just bloggin about random things.. Its my new addiction! :D
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Tuesday, June 5, 2012
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